Aug 01, 2005 16:57
well I started band camp today....how thrilling. It was accually ok to be honest.
Yea i talked Andrew and My mom and i'm going to be takin a lifeguard class and possibly workin with Andrew. . I hope so, I've gotten my hopes up to it so. It sounds like a great opportunity.
Been doin alot of thinkin about myself. I could hardly sleep last night because of it. Im going to try and do what i can. If im thinkin correctly i know whats been buggin me about myself. Tara kinda helped me out. Its kinda what i thought all along.I was thinkin about it Last night before i left her house...but i stopped so i wasnt all dazwed out. Then i got home and read to keep my mind off of it. then i went to bed and thats all i could do was think about it. and i hope i can do my best to help better myself... Well thats all that im willing to disscuse at the momment.
Dick