I had time to kill; it's dead and buried

[ataraxies]

Wow. it's been a filled weekend. Derek and I hung out on Friday. Then Ruca and I went out for a while. Then we came back to my house. Derek dumped me. Not a big deal. I thought it would bother me, but it doesn't. Then I called charlie to see what he was doing haha. So Ruca and I went over to charlie's house and played some basketball. Then I came home. talked to some people. went to bed. Went surfing yesterday. GOT A HUGE SPONSORSHIP OFFER, but I'm not allowed to say who it's from yet. I don't know if I'm going to take it. I mean...it's always been my dream, but now that it's right in front of me I don't know quite what to do. Do I take it and go and hope for the best and be successfu as a teenager and have no more drive in life? Or do I continue on the road I'm going and work hard for late life success? The easy answer is take it. But that would require so many sacrifices and no guarenteed rewards. Anyways, then I went surfing again. Went to visit Ruca at work. Met Paul. Told him he's cute. Gave him a ride home. Got his number and texted. It went well. VERY well. Then went to Ruca's for a bit, and then we went to The Brick for dinner. Lost Zach. Got a kid's number. Got another kid's number. Found Zach. Ate. Watched Blair Witch Project with Ruca. She slept over. sweet deal.

Life update:
Single
Real Parents are fighting again
No Job
Completely happy.