Mar 23, 2005 14:32
a perfect ending to a perfectly orchestrated symphony of soundless music. a wonderous joy ride of well mixed colors and fragrance. she had me thinking id keep coming back to help her out of the tracks and into my soul. she was a wonderfull girl and always treated me right. never did me any wrong and always played the most beautifull song. to this day i look back now and realize hurting myself was the best thing i ever did. i opened myself up and her blood will never be spilt. im a surgeon baby, i operate on my own. split me open, let the juices flow. by killiing i was living and now there is no end. no end to the fun, no end to the joy. until the day that im burried this lovely heart throb will throb on.
i killed myself, and i will live by my own death.