hot cold. love hate.

[at_war]

i might be a butt-head. but at least im not a fucking asshole.

i never forced. it was as plain as fucking day on my face.

you had me as yours forever.

this shits over now, get over it. i know i am, i dont see how it doesnt get old for you.

people change there lives to deal with there problems, i become vegetarian, you become a sex job.

break these bones, bury this heart.
the only escape is a juicy fart.
out of all seriousness im dead inside.
but i dont have to run i dont have to hide.
all thats needed is living, to die.
no traces on this face.
no traces in this blood.
not even docs can find.
but still i feel like its one big flood.
nothing to show for, just a feeling like im dead.
what can i say its all in my head.
a healthy life is all ive got.
if not that than its a broken heart.
its not how i die its how i live.
cuz this feeling inside it will never give.
maybe youll just whine and not leave me free.
call all your friends, tell the fucking world.
alex blow is fucking cold.
keep complaining.
youve been told.
it was never my fualt.
just the hands that you hold.
fallen relationships.
kisses from the sky.
you have no idea.
im not the one that lies.
for you it started at birth.
look at your family.
the bloods so thick.
stop and think about your fathers dick.
quite looking at me to blame your toubles.
ive got my own and dont need anymore.
ill go left to smile and down to the floor.
you wont see her around this face anymore.