Jan 12, 2009 11:53
I'm still in the "black" phase of my life. Combination of many things, most especially work and the gloomy weather and moodswings. My chest is heavy (like there is a stone pressing in) and I want to burst in tears without any apparent reasons -- which I cannot do while I'm working at the office. I have to wait to cry hard until I'm alone in my room.
At this time, I won't be any good in posting or commenting. Even if the TV shows are returning and the award seasons approaching, it might not help. I need to figure this out. I need to deal. It won't involve any medicines because I don't believe in it.
But until I can get back to myself again ... I will have to take a break from LJ.
stress,
hiatus,
personal