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Today was horrible...

I had to a speech to say today and I blew it.
damnit.
damnit.

Now I have to go find something to completely throw myself into in order to not think about today.

What makes it worse is that I was prepared and had every intention on doing good but once I was up there....frozen. I froze and everything I needed to say was no where in my thoughts to be found.

Shit.

I need to get over this....now.