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why do i treat people this way?especially the people i care about the most.that i would die for.that i would rip my own intestines out with a spoon for, just to see them happy.I keep pushing it and pushing it.I dont realize what i have until its almost beyong reach...until they almost kick me to the curb and give me a solid "fuck you".I dont deserve them,, i'm just a shit bag, and thats all I'll be , and all i want is one thing, one person, and i almost lose them all the time.I dont want it to be like this.I want every thing to be good,because without you, im nothing.