May 31, 2005 11:45
So i moved to Mississippi Like a week ago, It rocks I am only like 10-14 hours away from Mark so Hyped. Oh man Its too bad i broke up with him in April 11 or 7 it was a [thursday]I just couldnt take it anymore. Youd think youd be MORE happy to be WITH someone and have to be far away from then then to be WITHOUT them and far away. But i don tknow He knows i love him and he continues to say the same to me so I think we are doing Farly well not being under any title. I still want to wait for him I mean last time we broke up we decided it was time for us to date other people But i just couldn't find ANYONE as good as he was to me,
i mean even Though He was 50 000 Miles away He still treated me as If were a Goddess. He is so beautiful His soul is Intoxicating. And his Kiss is Killer. Breath taking? lol I miss his touch.... He would be forced ful because he knew i liked it like that but yet he was so gentle with everything His hugs his Kisses and mmm I just Love him. You know.... I was thinking about it the other day and on this comming Augst 12, he will have been gone from Arizona for a year... Scary and its weird I waited for him for 8 months [with a month interval due to ...Things he desired lol] But then once i got to see him I was soooo happy I mean i really only got to visit with hi mfor about three days on and off but i loved knowing he was so close to me and Being able to Walk a couple miles if necessary JUST because i love him. He is exquisite and I desire his friendship and Love more than MAKE-UP!!! my god!! lol No joke, I adore how he stares into my eyes almost as if talkign but without having to say a thing. It makes me feel so vulnerable but... its comforting...Knowing someone cares about you so much that they can stare at you for what seems liek eternity and not ever become tiresom of your Features. I have stared at him in such a way before, It was intense LOL a little weird but sexy. He has the most beautiful Physique/features. Man I miss that Kid But i will see him Soon
Thats enough for now I will write more in later but as for now i am off to go and figure some things out get dressed and then paint my room for the THIRD time... Damn.
Oh Well I love you Guys Dont Forget about Me Please... Call me when you wish.
*** Mistress Of The Night *** < SEXY isnt it?>
**Rachelle**