it's kinda like...
these past few weeks have just been circumstantial evidence that i am, in fact, growing up.
i'm not scared, but it does make my heart beat a little faster.
-i went to my first real party. (yes kasi, that was the first one)
-i have a set of alex's apartment keys hanging on my keyring.
-my uncle and i talked for 3 hours. he told me that he will never look at me the same again, in a not-so childlike manner.
-my aunt & uncle also invited me to live with them for the summer, if i decided to tell my mom the truth.
-i realized that my dad has been the nurturing parent for 10 long years.
-he actually made me say what i needed to.
-alex & i have been camping out in eachother's beds for the past few weeks or so.
-i make dinner. he does the dishes.
-i can lay there and tell him how i feel without thinking about sex. :)
-i realized i can make judgment calls.
but never the less, i am still...almost 19...and most of me is still saturated with all the games i don't want to stop playing.
i do my best to focus on those.
i'm not scared, but it does make my heart beat a little faster.
-i went to my first real party. (yes kasi, that was the first one)
-i have a set of alex's apartment keys hanging on my keyring.
-my uncle and i talked for 3 hours. he told me that he will never look at me the same again, in a not-so childlike manner.
-my aunt & uncle also invited me to live with them for the summer, if i decided to tell my mom the truth.
-i realized that my dad has been the nurturing parent for 10 long years.
-he actually made me say what i needed to.
-alex & i have been camping out in eachother's beds for the past few weeks or so.
-i make dinner. he does the dishes.
-i can lay there and tell him how i feel without thinking about sex. :)
-i realized i can make judgment calls.
but never the less, i am still...almost 19...and most of me is still saturated with all the games i don't want to stop playing.
i do my best to focus on those.