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I hate my unconscious mind.. makes me not want to sleep anymore. Stupid dreams.
On a completely unrelated note, on my way home last night some woman stopped me at the light and asked if I had any money because she needed to catch the last bus to Bay City and had no money. I saw her walking towards my car and I'm like shaking my head, and waving my hands, saying no lady no, don't come by my car.. and she's all crying and got her hands together like she's begging.. and it's midnight in the middle of the fucking Ghetto I don't want anyone coming near my car.. it frightens me. I gave her my last dollar. I wanted to be like 'hey lady, im fucking poor too' but lets be realistic.. I'm a white country girl driving through the ghetto. And there has been an over abundance of crime here lately. 13 shootings in 13 days or some shit.
anyway, my work finally decided to schedule me some hours.. I feel indifferent towards this. On one hand more hours=more money which is fantastic. But on the other hand more hours=more time spent in that shithole with people I can't stand. Plus the life of leisure I had been living the past 3 weeks is over.
and with that, im done.. don't say I never update.
On a completely unrelated note, on my way home last night some woman stopped me at the light and asked if I had any money because she needed to catch the last bus to Bay City and had no money. I saw her walking towards my car and I'm like shaking my head, and waving my hands, saying no lady no, don't come by my car.. and she's all crying and got her hands together like she's begging.. and it's midnight in the middle of the fucking Ghetto I don't want anyone coming near my car.. it frightens me. I gave her my last dollar. I wanted to be like 'hey lady, im fucking poor too' but lets be realistic.. I'm a white country girl driving through the ghetto. And there has been an over abundance of crime here lately. 13 shootings in 13 days or some shit.
anyway, my work finally decided to schedule me some hours.. I feel indifferent towards this. On one hand more hours=more money which is fantastic. But on the other hand more hours=more time spent in that shithole with people I can't stand. Plus the life of leisure I had been living the past 3 weeks is over.
and with that, im done.. don't say I never update.