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i'm fucking weak.
so weak.
I hate that I still find myself hanging on to something that will never be. It's not all the time, I just have moments of weakness where I'm like 'god damn, we were good together'. I mean.. I should be completly over this by now. I should have been over it when it happened, he was a jerk, and talked down to me, and treated me pretty shitty at times. I should get the fuck over it. But he's still in my head, still in my dreams sometimes. I really do miss him. which is a good part of the reason that I do not come online much anymore.
oh, gotta run, DOOL is on. <3dool.
so weak.
I hate that I still find myself hanging on to something that will never be. It's not all the time, I just have moments of weakness where I'm like 'god damn, we were good together'. I mean.. I should be completly over this by now. I should have been over it when it happened, he was a jerk, and talked down to me, and treated me pretty shitty at times. I should get the fuck over it. But he's still in my head, still in my dreams sometimes. I really do miss him. which is a good part of the reason that I do not come online much anymore.
oh, gotta run, DOOL is on. <3dool.