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WOW. talk about mixed emotions. :X
i miss some of the friends i never talk to anymore, and as silly as this is, it was me who first became really annoyed with them. i've always check up on them (through their websites) and it makes me sad that they are now friends with people from my school. (not that they aren't allowed to do this, that's not what i'm sad about) what i'm sad about is if they can be friends with them, why not me? and i'm not saying they don't want to be friends with me (well actually, i am not sure), but i rarely see them anymore and that just makes me sad in general. :*( and now i feel weird about it, as if it's my fault. and weird that i'm talking about it in my journal (a journal they do not know about) hm. :\ and sometimes life would be if i went to that high school instead of the one i go to now. JFKLSD. anyway.
i was gonna go to the mall today with joyce and melly. we sorta talked about doing something after exams for a LONNNNG time now, but i was feeling very sickly. (gah, the stuffy nose, sore throat, coughing, painful laughs, and painful steps kid of sick) so i didn't go. bah to no fun during exam week. :(
i'm sort of looking foward to the exam turnover day because i want to know how i did on my exams but at the same i don't b/c i totally failed the programming one, and the english one was ehhh... and ahh i still have to fill out the form for waterloo which will be DEADLY! i don't even have anything for one of the headings: special accomplishments, distinctions or honours. ahhhh i feel so stupid. :(
but i did get to work on THIS! hurrah. okay. yeah. gonna go watch tv & sleep & drink a lot of fluids. goshdarn, i peed 8 times today.
i miss some of the friends i never talk to anymore, and as silly as this is, it was me who first became really annoyed with them. i've always check up on them (through their websites) and it makes me sad that they are now friends with people from my school. (not that they aren't allowed to do this, that's not what i'm sad about) what i'm sad about is if they can be friends with them, why not me? and i'm not saying they don't want to be friends with me (well actually, i am not sure), but i rarely see them anymore and that just makes me sad in general. :*( and now i feel weird about it, as if it's my fault. and weird that i'm talking about it in my journal (a journal they do not know about) hm. :\ and sometimes life would be if i went to that high school instead of the one i go to now. JFKLSD. anyway.
i was gonna go to the mall today with joyce and melly. we sorta talked about doing something after exams for a LONNNNG time now, but i was feeling very sickly. (gah, the stuffy nose, sore throat, coughing, painful laughs, and painful steps kid of sick) so i didn't go. bah to no fun during exam week. :(
i'm sort of looking foward to the exam turnover day because i want to know how i did on my exams but at the same i don't b/c i totally failed the programming one, and the english one was ehhh... and ahh i still have to fill out the form for waterloo which will be DEADLY! i don't even have anything for one of the headings: special accomplishments, distinctions or honours. ahhhh i feel so stupid. :(
but i did get to work on THIS! hurrah. okay. yeah. gonna go watch tv & sleep & drink a lot of fluids. goshdarn, i peed 8 times today.