All alone...

[aszy]

I'm all alone at the moment. I have moved back to St. Albans from Uxbridge so it's a hell of a commute to Northwood now (usually between 45-50min drive there and 35min drive back - depending on time of day). It's frustrating, but hey I don't mind it's not for too long. Also, my parents and Kate have gone on holiday without me for almost 3 weeks. They have gone to West Coast America (Las Vegas, Grand Canyon, Yosemite, San Fransisco and Disneyland amongst other places). So I'm alone, and lonely. My friends aren't really around either to keep me company. So the only company I'm getting at the moment is from work collegues. I'm so lonely. I've got so called "friends" who just don't seem to care and I'm fed up making any effort with them now. I'm just a forgotten piece of fluff. They don't know whats going on in my life. Like the fact I'm buying a flat, or that Jason and I have split up or anything.

I think I'm only being really affected by this because I've had a tiring and horrible day. it took me 10 minutes to drive 1 mile today and overall took me 25min to do a drive that should take me 10mins. GREAT way to start my journey to work. Then I open a cage and about 8 trays of yogurts fall out and all over the floor (and me) due to poor stacking. I am just exhausted - especially since I was there on Friday 5-9pm (50min drive) today 1:30-7:30pm (60min drive) and tomorrow 9am-1pm (hopefully no more than 35min drive)

I just want to have a good cry and go to sleep. Maybe that's what I'll do!
xxx