meeehhhh
is it strange that i am not excited about college? i know i will be. i don't know. i know something major needs to change in my life, cuz i've been in some weird funk lately, but i'm not really sure st. edwards/austin is the change i'm waiting for. i just hope this is ends up being the right thing for me. i just don't want certain things to change that i know will by moving to austin, but then again i want other things to change and i'm hoping that austin will do it for me. i'm not even making sense. i guess i've got a month and a half to get exctied/confident about it...