The end of summer
Current Location: CSUN Library
wow, so i'm here back in school. it has been a year since i met genevieve and my old BT, a year since i decided to look for someting better than what i had, a year since i decided maybe God really did exist...BT's and Midweeks adnd devos studying the bible on floors in living rooms...building friendships and for once in my life feeling loved..really truly loved. yeah..a year. how can it have only been a year. i look at the friendships i have the life i am living andi think...it must have been longer. but no, it hasn't. i have so much love for all the people who are in my life and who have come to be in my life over this past year and i am so very grateful to have them...to call them my friends. i never would have thought i would have the friendships i haev now. friends that i would lay down my life for..and a boyfriend that has my heart. i wonder if things could possibly get any better...i can't imagne what could be better than this. anything is good compared to where i used to be. so unhappy..so afraid...so lost. now i feel like i have direction..purpose..guidance. so i am determinded to make this year even better than the last...so much more growing to do. so many mistakes to make, and learn from. so much i want to do.
it's not reallt weird to be back on campus and it's kinda exciting to be in classes...i love to learn. i think it's so great..i just hate being graded. i've only been to one class so far. wo more to go. my and Miss Style and partners in crime again...attatched at the hip. it's so good to be around her again. i love having her as a friend and i love how my friends have taken it upon themselves to befriend her....i love that hey love her.
this is gonna be a good year. please hold me to that.
wow, so i'm here back in school. it has been a year since i met genevieve and my old BT, a year since i decided to look for someting better than what i had, a year since i decided maybe God really did exist...BT's and Midweeks adnd devos studying the bible on floors in living rooms...building friendships and for once in my life feeling loved..really truly loved. yeah..a year. how can it have only been a year. i look at the friendships i have the life i am living andi think...it must have been longer. but no, it hasn't. i have so much love for all the people who are in my life and who have come to be in my life over this past year and i am so very grateful to have them...to call them my friends. i never would have thought i would have the friendships i haev now. friends that i would lay down my life for..and a boyfriend that has my heart. i wonder if things could possibly get any better...i can't imagne what could be better than this. anything is good compared to where i used to be. so unhappy..so afraid...so lost. now i feel like i have direction..purpose..guidance. so i am determinded to make this year even better than the last...so much more growing to do. so many mistakes to make, and learn from. so much i want to do.
it's not reallt weird to be back on campus and it's kinda exciting to be in classes...i love to learn. i think it's so great..i just hate being graded. i've only been to one class so far. wo more to go. my and Miss Style and partners in crime again...attatched at the hip. it's so good to be around her again. i love having her as a friend and i love how my friends have taken it upon themselves to befriend her....i love that hey love her.
this is gonna be a good year. please hold me to that.