Apr 07, 2003 00:39
i have some of the best friends a girl could ever hope for..much better than i deserve. what a blessing. today was by far the best birthday i have ever had..and i don't even really knwo how to express that. i went into today with no expectations and i came out of it with every amazing feeling i could have *never* imagined. which says a lot b/c i have a very vivid imagination. service was great today and the message was very inspiring. my phone was ringing off the hook with great messages from great people then just kept me smiling through out the day. i got treated to lunch by my btv and it was great to spend time with her and Rin and just laugh together...the rest of my afternoon well on into the eveing was spent in apt 219 with wendy and the likes...it was so much fun. we played games and hung out and laughed and i felt so good. just hanging with a group of amazing women that i dont gwet to spend huge amounts of time with and spending practically my whole birthday there with them...and btv also got to come over for a bit which was totally rad..yah!!
then i got to pick up my daddy from his hotel and we went to the cheesecake factory and ate yummy food and had good conversation about work and stuff. then we went to my "surprise" party and i was beyond encouraged. thanks everyone that was able to make it and for hose who could not i totally understand and love you. it was so great to be with everyone and im so happy my daddy got to be there to experience that. wow, i feel like this has always been my life and i cant seem to shake the fact that it hast been. just think....God has been planning for me to be here with everyone, and that is incredible to me...i am so anxious to see where things will head and what will happen and i am so encouraged knowing that i have amazing friends to make the journey with me.
today was beautiful....someone asked me tonight if i was alright..they said i didnt seem happy...i was shocked. how could i not appear happy when inside i feel more loved than i ever have in my entire life??? then i realized i can't even begin to grasp how much i feel for those that i was able to spend my bday with as well as those i could not...and inside i was melting...so i guess i am so full of joy that it's impossible to express it...so thank you everyone who has helped to put that into place...