i don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions
i find it flattering when i mention a fabulous band to someone and they actually take mental note of it, and make it a point to check the said band out. i wish i was capable of doing the same, but sadly my mind generally does not work for things such as remembering. but it's cool to see that other people really listen, and remember..i am quite impressed by it always.
this me being sick thing is weird. i will feel a little better then i will start to feel all gross and nauseous again, but i dont know what the deal is. i'm all dizzy and i can't handle it...it prevents me from dancing around and being all crazy like. what a bummer.
i have been spending the eveing post work attempting to write a speech for my speech class. i think a big problem with me is i can *write* but i dont knwo how to write a speech, it's entirely different than normal writing..so i dont really even know how to approach it. if i had the same guidelines for this as i do for the speech but it was assigned as a paper instead it would be cake, so this is a whole new experience for me. i have all of my speech written out but im alost positive it isnt long enough..so i dont really know what to add...help help help. i hope i am doing this right.
when im sick i think about how good it would be for me to move out, b/c if i lived with people it might be easier for me to give in and let someone take care of me every now and again..who knows. i have a feeling tomorrow is going to be a super rad day. yah for that. i definitely get paid tomorrow!!!! i am completely stoked. i look forward to getting paid b/c that means i get to continue with my saving of money, b/c God knows i'm definitely not using my pay checks on me...but i feel so good about saving right now. whenever i get it in my mind that i want to do something, i get so darn impatient about it and i want it to happen i want to be able to do it..when i decide to save money all i want to do is work and work and work and deny myself of all my wants until the money is all saved..i get such ocd about so many things. i think i am gettign a lot better with my patience issues, yah for me...
jeff buckley is so great, he is beautiful when he sings..well and even when he does not sing..or was i should say, oh blah whatever..he is just great.
this me being sick thing is weird. i will feel a little better then i will start to feel all gross and nauseous again, but i dont know what the deal is. i'm all dizzy and i can't handle it...it prevents me from dancing around and being all crazy like. what a bummer.
i have been spending the eveing post work attempting to write a speech for my speech class. i think a big problem with me is i can *write* but i dont knwo how to write a speech, it's entirely different than normal writing..so i dont really even know how to approach it. if i had the same guidelines for this as i do for the speech but it was assigned as a paper instead it would be cake, so this is a whole new experience for me. i have all of my speech written out but im alost positive it isnt long enough..so i dont really know what to add...help help help. i hope i am doing this right.
when im sick i think about how good it would be for me to move out, b/c if i lived with people it might be easier for me to give in and let someone take care of me every now and again..who knows. i have a feeling tomorrow is going to be a super rad day. yah for that. i definitely get paid tomorrow!!!! i am completely stoked. i look forward to getting paid b/c that means i get to continue with my saving of money, b/c God knows i'm definitely not using my pay checks on me...but i feel so good about saving right now. whenever i get it in my mind that i want to do something, i get so darn impatient about it and i want it to happen i want to be able to do it..when i decide to save money all i want to do is work and work and work and deny myself of all my wants until the money is all saved..i get such ocd about so many things. i think i am gettign a lot better with my patience issues, yah for me...
jeff buckley is so great, he is beautiful when he sings..well and even when he does not sing..or was i should say, oh blah whatever..he is just great.