ohhh heeeyyyyyy.
ohmygodhey.
so, one of my best friends will be home tomorrow. she was in greece madrid, greece again, amsterdam, paris, whatever, whatever and whatever, blah blah. turns out, all of those places aren't important. the thing that is important is that she was not here for the last four months. i am realizing now that it is an awfully long time to not be near someone. and i am realizing now that i am smiling when thinking about her coming home.
one of my other best friends will not be home until august. he is in beijing, and is having the time of his life. turns out, this is important. this is the only thing that it is important. i am realizing now that he may be better off there than he ever was here. and i am realizing now that i might not be able to let him go so easily, but i will try like hell.
meanwhile, i cannot sit still. today i cleaned my entire house, cut my hair, washed every piece of fabric i could get my hands on (three loads, thankyouverymuch) and still had time to cook dinner and play with the dog.
chrissy can't stay still, either. i think that we're both a restless spirits with absolutely no intention to make anything of it. i'm watching her clean her room-- mind you, this doesn't happen as often as one would think. once in the course of many moons, really.
the thing is, we're all just waiting. waiting to see everyone. waiting to go back to school. waiting to talk to him. waiting to make something of ourselves. waiting to wear that goddamn dress somewhere, goddamnit. it's the only thing that we can think about.
we'll just have to wait.
.HeadForTheHills.
ps: i just so many chocolate santas.
so, one of my best friends will be home tomorrow. she was in greece madrid, greece again, amsterdam, paris, whatever, whatever and whatever, blah blah. turns out, all of those places aren't important. the thing that is important is that she was not here for the last four months. i am realizing now that it is an awfully long time to not be near someone. and i am realizing now that i am smiling when thinking about her coming home.
one of my other best friends will not be home until august. he is in beijing, and is having the time of his life. turns out, this is important. this is the only thing that it is important. i am realizing now that he may be better off there than he ever was here. and i am realizing now that i might not be able to let him go so easily, but i will try like hell.
meanwhile, i cannot sit still. today i cleaned my entire house, cut my hair, washed every piece of fabric i could get my hands on (three loads, thankyouverymuch) and still had time to cook dinner and play with the dog.
chrissy can't stay still, either. i think that we're both a restless spirits with absolutely no intention to make anything of it. i'm watching her clean her room-- mind you, this doesn't happen as often as one would think. once in the course of many moons, really.
the thing is, we're all just waiting. waiting to see everyone. waiting to go back to school. waiting to talk to him. waiting to make something of ourselves. waiting to wear that goddamn dress somewhere, goddamnit. it's the only thing that we can think about.
we'll just have to wait.
.HeadForTheHills.
ps: i just so many chocolate santas.