lately
ive been trying to keep myself occupied. finding some hobbys and what not to keep my mind off the pain. everything from buying a brand new sewing machine, to painting my nails a different color. i need something new in my life and for the first time ever its not a man. i always go through this. every couple of months i get so bored with my life that i need a drastic change and usually i just go out and find myself a new man. i like my man, a lot and i dont feel its neccassary to change him. ever. so ive been on the hunt for a new woman, a new style, a new hair color,a new job, a new pair of glasses anything. something that will make me feel different about myself. i need to work out. ill make that my new hobby.
I really want to go dancing. its been too long. i need the nightclub vibe. i just want to dance. i dont want to wait another 6 months till im 21 to have fun. its not like i drink so unlike everyone else, im not rushing to turn 21 to get wasted, just so i can find a decent place to go dancing.
I really want to go dancing. its been too long. i need the nightclub vibe. i just want to dance. i dont want to wait another 6 months till im 21 to have fun. its not like i drink so unlike everyone else, im not rushing to turn 21 to get wasted, just so i can find a decent place to go dancing.