Lavi [[009]]
....
Oh god.
I... awoke on the floor unconscious.. he didn't take over really... oh god..
I don't know who... I spoke to, really.
But I woke up and my heart hurts like someone... stabbed through it. Was it because of him?? I'll never... why am i even rambling??
I'm sorry. To whoever I spoke to when my... unpleasant side took over. I probably hurt you with words that... weren't really my own...
God...If it was Rinali... I... I don't know what i'll do. I hate hurting her. She's not a burden to me.. but he will think so... Oh god.. please don't...
I know i'm not supposed to have a fucking heart but i don't want to be left alone anymore. I keep getting the lecture of what I'm supposed to be... but.. i just...
I don't know anymore. It all Fucking hurts. I want to go back.. maybe it was better to be dead...
[[This is after his most recent log. He doesn't remember anything when his darker half possessed him. ^^;; Strikes are not hackable unless one REALLY tries hard.]]
Oh god.
I... awoke on the floor unconscious.. he didn't take over really... oh god..
I don't know who... I spoke to, really.
But I woke up and my heart hurts like someone... stabbed through it. Was it because of him?? I'll never... why am i even rambling??
I'm sorry. To whoever I spoke to when my... unpleasant side took over. I probably hurt you with words that... weren't really my own...
God...If it was Rinali... I... I don't know what i'll do. I hate hurting her. She's not a burden to me.. but he will think so... Oh god.. please don't...
I know i'm not supposed to have a fucking heart but i don't want to be left alone anymore. I keep getting the lecture of what I'm supposed to be... but.. i just...
I don't know anymore. It all Fucking hurts. I want to go back.. maybe it was better to be dead...
[[This is after his most recent log. He doesn't remember anything when his darker half possessed him. ^^;; Strikes are not hackable unless one REALLY tries hard.]]