These words are hushed, lets not get busted. Just lay entwined here...undiscovered
Try to understand there's an old mistake
that fools will make and,
I'm the king of them
pushing everything that's good away so,
Won't you hold me now? (I will not bend, I will not break)
So im thinking either a really good party or a long break is much needed for a lot of people...lots of people seem to be in a very emo mood...and i think most of it is related to a chain of events...but im not sure.
*But what does that matter anyways? Everyone will fake a smile tommarow no matter what. Thats how most of us live...through fake smiles and secrets. We speak in puzzles and riddles...And then there are others who are just raunchy(in my opinion) and let every single thing be known to the world. Whats the fun in not having secrets? Whats the fun in not having something that not everyone knows about you.....Its not having nothing to hide...its being....unclassy? I dont know who cares...CHEER UP EMO KIDS-or dont-i like speaking in puzzles that only I and a few others might understand...so maybe you do too.
*****How about everyone just go out and get laid???? that sounds like a good plan. we will all be in better moods then....***YOU TOO SARAH!!! just kidding youre totally not in a bad mood...youre actually one of the only people i can talk to right now that makes me happy...but then again youve ALWAYS been like that!!!!!!
-I feel like being SNEAKY...does purple come off as a more passionate color than red to anyone else besides me? I think pink and purple are much more passionate...red just reminds me of...blood. haha for my MANPIRE WHORE FRIENDS LIKE SARA AND NOSFERATU!!!!!!
....hmmmm maybe the reason ive been so weird (weird meaning moody and complain-y) lately is because ive been sick of being surrounded by fake-ness and superficiality (SWEET BIG WORD!!!)...I dish it out just as much too, but i remember so many times in middle school and some of last year where everyone was straight up and REAL with you. Now everyone just dances around liking or not liking people with fake words and fake pretti-ness. Im guilty too....but im sick of it.Im done. Im ready to just walk away from petty little problems that people have just to be told something they wanna hear...and im sick of people joking about stuff they dont know about...maybe we all just need to grow up...stop making rumors about yourselves or telling everyone and their grandmother abotu something you did with someone the other day...stop being friends with people just cause you want something from them...stop doing things to look cool....stop being two-faced....stop being mean to someone just ebcause they have something you want...Just all in all grow the fuck up and try to be better people -BE REAL...its what God gave you, why not be proud of it?
---You wont have to keep looking over your sholder and making lies or whatever people do just to look cool or look better in someones eyes...you probably wont know them ten years from now...so learn to just love yourself...because youll always have yourself...(loving yourself is not to be confused with being concieted)
I know...practice what i preach, right? Well i plan on it.
Theres my little "fuck you" to the world around me....hahaha and the best part is...people can say whatever they want to me at this point....
peace out bitches