Sep 15, 2005 08:27
I love lunchtimes :o), they are so cool now. I used to just sit here in my little portakabin and eat in here.
The park is a hell load better epesially because of the company. It rules!! I am starting to really crush on someone... I think he is awesome. So cute and handsome. :oP
Trust me he is a dude... the dude. A new smoking partner... great stuff.
I feel really nervous when I'm around him and talk random shite all the time... wonder if that will scare him off? Well my face didn't so he must think 'I'm not that bad' He's so cool. hmmm :o) he will realise that I'm a twat soon enough, I hope not though!
I walked half way home with him last night... I like doing that :o) Sitting on the park with a J and then taking a slow walk up the road.
Trivium is gonna be awesome! Hurrah.! I'm not even going on my own anymore so should be even more fun with a car full of crazy ass people!
I know that he is rather shy... but so am I when it comes to new situations shy / nervous/ embarrassed, it makes me act like such an idiot... So will there ever be a first kiss? I hope so.