Sep 24, 2005 01:25
happy birthday to the studly mr mike on the 22nd.
we celebrated.
if you know what i mean.
ummmm tonight was just a pleasent night with kelly.
we went out to get pizza and to walgreens.
went back to her house and made root beer floats and played uno.
we went to pick up gary and his friend from someones house and we had a sing a long in the car to greeseandiamnowgoingtowatchthatmovietoniightbciforgothowhotitis.
was home by 1oclockish.
tomorrow=cleaning. gary's soccer game. the zoo!!!!!!!!with the hoochies. dave might meet us there. and we are going to steak n shake on hampton afterrrrrr mmmm. AUBREY MIGHT COME WITH!!!!! :) and i think im hanging out with mark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! havent done that in a while! he did stop by the bonfire last friday for a bit though. and it was nice to see him. i love that boy! hah remember when i used to like him..awwww hes cute! and has a girlfriend now.what a cute kid. haha ummmmmmmm yeah
sunday=church.apple picking in alton!!!!and then homework like you dont even know!!
i like i i talk to sharon every single night. we have our nightly chats. and its the best. shes an amazing person and im lucky to have her in my life.bffs for real.
sharo is coming home the weekend of the 15th!!! YAY! HOTTTTSEXXXX. we are going to paint my room! go to paulett's wedding! andddd a haunted house all that weekend! SO THAT SHALL BE LOVELY. AHHHHH I MISS HERRRRRRRRRR. she is so yum.
yuh so uhh sarb has some boy issues going on. theres dave. and then theres josh. oh man watch OUT! i like dave like so much its not even funny. you all probably know that. but what you dont know is that nothing more is going to happen. we had our thing which was never officially antyhing other than dating i suppose but wow we have been through a lot and he decided to tell me he wasnt comfortable with the age difference. ummmmokay. and it sucks because i have to get over him. i cant like him like that. we are still friends for sure for sure! forever. i love him. just bites bc i want so bad for things to get better with our relationship. whatever it is. but oh well. it will just have to grow by being only friends. ah no kissing or holding hands or falling asleep in his arms anymore. BLAHHH fhdjhfdjhgf if you only knew how much it means to me..but it sucks bc now im starting to like my cousins friend josh and i feel like i have to get over dave before liking someone else or youd think that liking someone else would make it eaiser but not really actually its harder for me. maybe im still wishing that dave will someday change his mind...whatever..
okay.
i love my life. and the people in it. goodnight. sleep well.