Jun 14, 2004 17:29
As this is it
I'm done with this game
Take my piece out
Cuz I don't wanna finish last.
What he did to me is unexplainable.As Evy says perfection usually leads to heartbreak.And all I can say is I was caught in how someone claimed to be rather than how they really are.And until I got hurt..I realized that everything said was a lie..every promise was broken..and everything just faded away right before my eyes.I cried for a long time last night..told him I was gonna walk away from it all and all he told me was "don't go".So i stayed today..wondering what would happen..and all I got out of it was some more hurt.So now I know that I really do need to go..for myself..for my sanity..for my heart.I just hope he's as happy with her as he coulda been with me.