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lately i havnt been able to define the term happiness, its no longer something i feel anymore. and my mom isnt helping out with all this bullshit shes been giving me and grounding me for missing the bus. i have no one both ways anymore who i can depend on and love. im on the fucking verge of just breaking down. i started to fucking shake today during school and i started dropping pans in mr judys. i need to get way for a while if not then forever.