We're gonna die like this you know, miserable and old, really gotta hand it to you

[asxixlayxdying]

I have now learned to never walk drunk on a road you dont have the ability to walk on. I also realized that theres somethings ill just never have and if i wasnt drunk im pretty sure i wouldve grasped that concept instead of the bottle. And also i saw people for who they really were and im not sure if i want/can be friends with them i dont know. And as i was laying in the street drifting in and out of consciousness watching cars swerve and miss me i was thinking about how i couldve had something and something that i wanted i couldnt have and most likely right now i think i have a hangover and a slight case of a.d.d. Im sorry to anyone whos nite i ruined or made some entertainment either way im sorry. On a sidenote that has to do with this subject still, last nite was a perfect example why i dont want to be close to anyone anymore im sorry. I now know my role in your fucking world.

p.s. never believe in something someone tells you when theyre high no matter how much you want to wish its true

p.s.s. someone tell me what happened after i puked like 5 times, i cant remember hopefully something i wont reget