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[aswesaygoodbye]

Cant do it...

I Just cant...

I've been here before a few times
and I'm quite aware we're dying
and your hands, they shake the goodbyes
and I'll take you back if you have me

So here I am, I'm trying
so here I am, are you ready?
come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always
kiss you, taste you, all night, always

And I'll miss your laugh, your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
let's start this again for real

So here I am, I'm trying
so here I am, are you ready?
so here I am, I'm trying
so here I am, are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always
kiss you, taste you, all night, always
come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always
kiss you, taste you, all night, always

I've been here before a few times
and I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always
kiss you, taste you, all night, always
come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always
kiss you, taste you, all night, always

Always, always

i dont understand it... but i have to...

i just wish things could stay the same... i just wish things were different...

my mind is so totaly demolished and im slipping... Nearly tried again last night... couldnt do it though, because of her... no-one else. i knew i could leave them behind... not including those 4 though... i dont want to hurt them so couldnt do that... but the reasons i couldnt do it was because i couldn't leave her behind.... and i dont want to hurt her... Its like im trapped in a hole... i cant get out but all i want to do is be on the other side.

Wish it was easier than this...