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i finished harry potter yesterday, in tears, and a little angry. i won't spoil it for anyone who hasn't finished it yet but i just can't believe how jk rowling ended it. the entire world is kind of flipped upside down as opposed to the usual neatly packaged two chapter ending that she's accustomed to. i think i'm going to go backwards and read Order of the Phoenix again because there were a few things i forgot about.
so last night i woke up at 3:00 am and my heart was racing and i felt nervous and my stomach hurt. i went into the bathroom and threw up a few times (gross, sorry) and then after calming myself down for 10 minutes, i was able to fall back to sleep. i have no idea where this came from. was that a panic attack? because i've never had one of those before but that was pretty scary. the only thing is that today i still feel kind of nauseous so i hope i'm not getting the flu or something.
my mom and dad come home tonight but i probably won't be home to see it. i actually missed them, even my dad. this week was nice though; i'm glad for it and for the loads of time james and i spent here.
i had a dream about me and alexis moving in last night and i woke up happy and excited. this semester and year will be great fun and i can't wait to start doing stuff again.
you know what? i really miss my four best friends.
so last night i woke up at 3:00 am and my heart was racing and i felt nervous and my stomach hurt. i went into the bathroom and threw up a few times (gross, sorry) and then after calming myself down for 10 minutes, i was able to fall back to sleep. i have no idea where this came from. was that a panic attack? because i've never had one of those before but that was pretty scary. the only thing is that today i still feel kind of nauseous so i hope i'm not getting the flu or something.
my mom and dad come home tonight but i probably won't be home to see it. i actually missed them, even my dad. this week was nice though; i'm glad for it and for the loads of time james and i spent here.
i had a dream about me and alexis moving in last night and i woke up happy and excited. this semester and year will be great fun and i can't wait to start doing stuff again.
you know what? i really miss my four best friends.