Mar 08, 2005 13:52
i feel like there are so many things i need to do with myself and my life but my means are so limited. when i wake up in the morning i'm so excited to start my day but i never do anything different or new. i want to try sushi for the first time. i want to move out right now. i want to go to england. i want to write better and more often. i want to see every photograph ever taken, visit every single art exhibit i can find. i want to run around in grass. i want to read the world and i want to learn how to paint. but i'm not allowed to drive far, the snow keeps coming and i keep feeling ugly.
i'm at a place where nothing is happening fast enough for me.