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~What's new in the world of Gregg? Abso-freaking-nothing. That's right. Nothing. Nexus, School, and pondering many things are about it.
~I went to German today, and my teacher like flipped out on me, saying that she was worried that I had dropped outta school (wtf?) I mean, wow, I was on spring break, I guess I coulda dropped out, not. Everyone that knows me, knows I won't quit in the middle of something, save for a few things. And if I WAS going to drop out, it'd have been at the begining of the year, duh. So yeah. The german exchange students leave today, and I have one of their email addresses, and he's a cutie, so I hope if I email him, he'll keep in touch. The other one that I was crushing on, I couldn't even talk to, I mean, I saw him one day out of the corner of my eye and I turned around to see if it was him, and I immediately turned beet red. Why am I so nervous around guys I like? But then, if I'm close to a guy that I like, not physcially close, but like friendship wise, I can talk to them all the time, and hug them, and be fine. Is that weird, or what? Seriously, this'll be why I'm single until I die. One good relationship in 17 years.
~Nexus, not much going on there. Nexon got bought out by one of the original game masters, Wony, and he's changing everything around. I hope that when he finally takes over, it'll be a splendid game, 'cause it'd be great. Wony has cared about Nexus for ages. Him and Yin were pretty much the only people that DID care about it, apart from the players. But since Kru Interactive (the people who took over Nexon) has cut off ties with Nexon US, that means they'll have no links to Nexus Korea, which means, no more Yin. I'm enjoying my time back, I've got to see old friends, made new ones, and I'm just enjoying my time there, save for the whole "Omg, Makobi forged the screenshot of getting the flameblade!!!!" That was bull. Least my close friends knew I wasn't lying. Then I got the Baram map editor, and I made a few rooms, Druid and Diviner rooms. My favourite is my idea for the new
room for the Tao Te Ching, but heh.
~Other things I'm wondering about....life in general. I'm finally at the point in my life, I'm on the verge of adult head, and I'm not sure about anything. What I wanna be, who I'm gonna be, even IF I wanna be. Sometimes, I ponder on some disturbing concepts, like "What if I was to die tomorrow? Would anyone care?" People say they would, but how can we ever know that? I mean, it's impossible to know such a thing. I know that there at least 3 people in this world that would, and that of course is my Dad, Mom, and Josh. Those are the only ones I'm sure of. I know I'll get a call from at least one of the people here that reads my journal, and I can tell you before you try, it's useless. I'm not going to answer. I haven't answered my phone since I got it back from when my dad took it away. Why should I answer anyway? No one calls me, except if they have a question about what we did one night, or to discuss a movie, or to tell me they forgot to invite me somewhere. But I suppose that's the price I pay, for being who I am. And that person is a kid, with major security issues, and too much time on my hands, so I think of depressing things.
~And I have pinkish type hair now. Last time I use cheap $5 dye. It was supposed to be purple, and turned more pinkish. I'll post right after I bleached my hair, and right after I got the dye washed out. Actually, they're posted on my photobucket. I don't like the pictures I took, so I won't put them here, just ask me for the link if you must see.
~I was told that the happiest I've looked since middle school, was closing night of "A Chorus Line".