I'm so Dizzy My Head is Spinning......

[asuswimguy]

For once in quite a long time I did not have to work. I am starting to go back to my normal school work hours which is about 3 days during the week and one weekend. My study group has not started up yet so I had the night free. I went out with my roommate Mark, Tony, and Mike. We went out to Smokey Bones for some good food and some drinks. Its

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[sweetkristina]

Yes, you are weird for the fact that you arne't following the normal egotistical asshole male role that all the men seem to fall into. But do what makes you happy. If you feel one night you need a hook up just for a quick release, go for it. But just don't make a habit of it again like in college.

[asuswimguy]

I know what your saying and I guess if it was a matter of me meeting someone who at the moment wanted the same thing as in just a no strings attached encounter for as u say "a release" that is one thing but thats not how it usually works. The hook up happens because the guy or the girl leads a person to believe that there maybe more. I think in college I saw it easier to meet people who were on the same page and no feelings get in the way. I mean ASU was such a freakin party school. I think you need to experience to truly understand it. Think of it as spring break all year long.

[sweetkristina]

I wasn't saying I didn't understand how ASU was when you were there. And I can guarantee that you'll still be able to find girls around there who are looking for a release with no strings attached. Just be careful with who you choose. I just don't know. I just still really wish we could be together but I won't start wtih that today!

[asuswimguy]

Did you forget what we talked about already? The if you love something let it go and if it comes back thing....U knew it much better than I. Right now you and Scott need to make a go off it, I will finish school, find a job and then things will or will not fall into place for us if they are meant to be. The hardest thing about all of this is, since I read your LJ all the time I will probably read things between you and Scott that I probably shouldn't. But the one thing that makes our relationship so strong is we promised to be honest with each other so don't ever hold back on your LJ because u know I read it. I will not do that to you. We just have to accept things as they are now.

[sweetkristina]

I guess so. I didn't forget that. I just really don't know about the Scott thing, but since you want me to "give it a go" so badly, I'm going to give him a chance. But liek I said in my entry yesterday, he doesn't open up at all, and I want a relationship where someone is opening up. But that comes with time. But it just seems so different since we were so open with eachother from the start. I don't know. BUt yes, if we were meant to be together it'll happen. I just wish I knew what was meant for my life instead of being confused!

[sweetkristina]

Well. I'm leaving now for STL. Let me knwo what else you want me to do with your page and we'll play with it on monday! Have a good weekend!