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On the paper route last night I became a quiet whiny emo-fag. I still have feelings for Caleb, my first boyfriend. I realized how much I missed him and everything. I haven't seen him in soooo long. We broke up 4 months ago because we didn't get to see each other enough. Now he works on a cruise ship instead of at the lottery so I get to talk to him even less now.
On another relationship related note, I broke up with Chris today, we dated for like 4 days and I didn't feel the relationship was gonna go anywhere. I didn't feel anything for him. I don't like breaking up with people, it makes me feel bad. I hate it when I think I caused someone grief. I need a job... I think way too much, on a one track mind. A job would give me something to focus on, and much needed personal income... I think I might quit smoking... I feel disjointed.
On another relationship related note, I broke up with Chris today, we dated for like 4 days and I didn't feel the relationship was gonna go anywhere. I didn't feel anything for him. I don't like breaking up with people, it makes me feel bad. I hate it when I think I caused someone grief. I need a job... I think way too much, on a one track mind. A job would give me something to focus on, and much needed personal income... I think I might quit smoking... I feel disjointed.