Oct 19, 2009 18:26
i used to love the fall, but this one is just reminding me that i have not been in newark for fall since 2005, at which point i did nothing but do drugs and not remember, and thats no fun either. in 2006 i froze my ass off in europe in tobys hat and jacket (hat lost, it was me) aside from sweating in italy for like a day (which was awesome). in 2004, i moved to pike creek for like, six months, so its really been since pine brook that i have spent the majority of fall in newark. what kind of townie am i? i think thats awesome in some weird way, but it still doesnt make me like fall any more this year.
its weird to feel uncomfortable in formerly comfortable places. brew is so weird. i do not stop in homegrown. and they took my payphones, so i do not call anyone. why do i even come here on monday nights?
ugh. im gonna come home in winter to all this shit again.