hey, hey, you're lovely. I'm lonely, now.
Monday was slow, which was annoying because it was a build-up to MSI.
I got home and slept for about an hour then realized Laura had called me twice. She picked me up and we were gonna get all dressed up and fancy, but then we decided we were too lazy to do that so we just went in what we had on. Got to the Recher around 7:20 or so and Laura and I worked our way up to the very front. About 20 seconds before they came on, Laura felt really sick and so we went to the back..as soon as we started walking back everyone starts screaming and they started playing. But that's okay. She ended up going out to the van to take a nap and I found her brother and his friend and stood with them until Laura came back 20ish minutes later (yeah, the guy let her back in even though he wasn't supposed to)
We decided that we wouldn't have minded if Jimmy just ya know, raped us. He's kinda beautiful and perfect and whatnot. Ah. They were amazing, except the set seemed sooo short. It was an hour long. So maybe not, but whatev. I could've listened foreverrrr.
Laura and I slow danced to Faggot =]
I saw Nick on our way out, I don't think he recognized me. I hadn't seen him since November 23rd. Eh, oh well. He knew I'd be there. Mmmmm we dropped of Chris's friend then I got home around 11:30ish.
I smelled completely of smoke. I let down my hair and layed down and inhaled. It's so odd that the smell of cigarette smoke comforts me. I took off my tshirt that I was wearing and layed on top of it. I inhaled the smell as much as I could. Until I couldn't smell it anymore because it was too engulfed in my lungs at the time. Hmm.
Tuesday was long and slow. I was way exhausted from MSI but I still went to school anyway. I was so disgusting and dirty and gross but I didn't care. We got so much done in dance, we finished all of Out Of My League. Ya know why? Because intermediate company left. We had the room to ourselves the whole hour and a half. It was so nice. I hope we get our own class next year.
dance company after school we didn't really do much but we all stuck around anyway until 3ish. My mom picked me up and had food from Wendy's for me. I got home and took a nap and didn't end up having to go to dance cause Amanda was sick. I actually went to sleep fairly early, for me. (12:30)
Today was just another day. I totally forgot that today was the APES ap testing. So there was about 10 people in class. I sat there by myself, cause I have no friends, until Meghan came over and we talked about music and tatoos and relationships and last names and baby's names. Then Micah and Michelle joined in. Umm. Then class was over.
I cried at lunch today. It actually started to hit me that in 17 days, I'll be a senior. It didn't hit me until Brianna started passing out the "sexy senior" shirt order forms. The shirts that the juniors wear the day after seniors are gone. It just..it hit me hard. And I cried. Then I screamed " I'm too short to be a senior!!" and everyone laughed at me.
Dance was fine, media productions was a whole lot of nothing, once again. But I left early, and Dave left class to escort me to my mom's car haha. I had my eye appointment to get my depth perception checked. My eyes have gotten worse. And my depth perception is slightly off, I was right. Woo I got new contacts...again. Awesome. We stopped by Dance Supplies to get myself some new jazz shoes and finally get my booty shortssssss woo. Fun. They're so comfy haha I came home and tried them on.
I took a 2 hour nap and woke up literally drenched in sweat. I was soaked, it was so gross. Andddd now it's younglife time.
Lalalalalala kbyeeeeee.
I got home and slept for about an hour then realized Laura had called me twice. She picked me up and we were gonna get all dressed up and fancy, but then we decided we were too lazy to do that so we just went in what we had on. Got to the Recher around 7:20 or so and Laura and I worked our way up to the very front. About 20 seconds before they came on, Laura felt really sick and so we went to the back..as soon as we started walking back everyone starts screaming and they started playing. But that's okay. She ended up going out to the van to take a nap and I found her brother and his friend and stood with them until Laura came back 20ish minutes later (yeah, the guy let her back in even though he wasn't supposed to)
We decided that we wouldn't have minded if Jimmy just ya know, raped us. He's kinda beautiful and perfect and whatnot. Ah. They were amazing, except the set seemed sooo short. It was an hour long. So maybe not, but whatev. I could've listened foreverrrr.
Laura and I slow danced to Faggot =]
I saw Nick on our way out, I don't think he recognized me. I hadn't seen him since November 23rd. Eh, oh well. He knew I'd be there. Mmmmm we dropped of Chris's friend then I got home around 11:30ish.
I smelled completely of smoke. I let down my hair and layed down and inhaled. It's so odd that the smell of cigarette smoke comforts me. I took off my tshirt that I was wearing and layed on top of it. I inhaled the smell as much as I could. Until I couldn't smell it anymore because it was too engulfed in my lungs at the time. Hmm.
Tuesday was long and slow. I was way exhausted from MSI but I still went to school anyway. I was so disgusting and dirty and gross but I didn't care. We got so much done in dance, we finished all of Out Of My League. Ya know why? Because intermediate company left. We had the room to ourselves the whole hour and a half. It was so nice. I hope we get our own class next year.
dance company after school we didn't really do much but we all stuck around anyway until 3ish. My mom picked me up and had food from Wendy's for me. I got home and took a nap and didn't end up having to go to dance cause Amanda was sick. I actually went to sleep fairly early, for me. (12:30)
Today was just another day. I totally forgot that today was the APES ap testing. So there was about 10 people in class. I sat there by myself, cause I have no friends, until Meghan came over and we talked about music and tatoos and relationships and last names and baby's names. Then Micah and Michelle joined in. Umm. Then class was over.
I cried at lunch today. It actually started to hit me that in 17 days, I'll be a senior. It didn't hit me until Brianna started passing out the "sexy senior" shirt order forms. The shirts that the juniors wear the day after seniors are gone. It just..it hit me hard. And I cried. Then I screamed " I'm too short to be a senior!!" and everyone laughed at me.
Dance was fine, media productions was a whole lot of nothing, once again. But I left early, and Dave left class to escort me to my mom's car haha. I had my eye appointment to get my depth perception checked. My eyes have gotten worse. And my depth perception is slightly off, I was right. Woo I got new contacts...again. Awesome. We stopped by Dance Supplies to get myself some new jazz shoes and finally get my booty shortssssss woo. Fun. They're so comfy haha I came home and tried them on.
I took a 2 hour nap and woke up literally drenched in sweat. I was soaked, it was so gross. Andddd now it's younglife time.
Lalalalalala kbyeeeeee.