coming to the realization.

[asumm3rsrain]

Dan leaves tomorrow for college. In Vermont.

I'm getting surgery on my mouth in 20 minutes. (the four different operations being performed are frenectomy, vestibular extension, circumferential fiberotomy, and gingivoplasty.)

I don't like when people change their personality as to who they are hanging out with at the moment. It's okay to do that a little bit, be flexible, but not your whole identity basically.

I'm realizing who I really care about and want to stay friends with/become better friends with/keep in touch with/keep in my life. It's not a very long list.

I need a 'me' day. But I wanna be with my friends as much as I can while the last couple days of summer are still here.

My new obsessions are:

Cute Is What We Aim For
This Providence
Hit The Lights
Chiodos
A Heartwell Ending
Brand New
Cartel
Further Seems Forever
He Is Legend
Versus The Mirror
The Number 12 Looks Like You

Oh my God. It's Dan's last night.

My surgery might prevent me from getting to spend the night out with him and Sommer/Liz/Gen/Mo/Nick/Kev...everyone I always hang out with.

Bitches.