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I just noticed it's been a minute since I posted.
I've been traveling to different locations and bombarded with school papers.
As of the moment I'm ahead in 2 courses but have falled behind in 3, sorta.
I have yet to purchase a book for one of my clases.. who knew a simple textbook could cost a whopping $180.00. I need this book to finish a sh.it load of assignments that are due on October 5th. I really think someone should do something about the textbook nazi companies.
I can't believe it costs me more to purchase textbooks than to actually attend school..over $300.00 more.
Wacksauceee!
I'll find away.
Today was great.
My husband and I went to lunch it was nice, as always, to be with him.
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I've been bothered by a few things and I can't seem to shake them.
This morning, someone I was speaking with, began to speak about someone who isn't around anymore. It bothered me! People expect me to hurt or be sad about the situation but I'm not. I let it go..and when this person went on and on about the individual it got to me. I can't stop thinking about it. He's not here anymore.. I'm healing ..and when people talk about him..it doesn't help. Parts of me want to tell them to get over it..move on but I don't have the heart to do so.
I'm stressing.
I can't sleep.
I laid in bed for a good 30 minutes tossing, turning, thinking, PRAYING!
My husband woke up and I whispered to him to tell me, "everything will be ok."
Still half asleep..he did.
I felt better. I needed someone to tell me this..even if things turn out negative.
It'll all pass soon.
Being so unsure...concerns me.
I want to lay in bed and pretend I'm in a different time.
I want to be with the stars..