Just one of THOSE days......
Ever have one of those days where you just wish you could crawl into a cave and under a rock and curl up and close your eyes and hope no one finds you so that you can be alone in your misery? Yeah today is one of those days. I feel like it's all going to hell in a hand basket. I'm sure about 90% of it is hormonal this time but still. Even when I can recognize that it's one of those days I have a hard time muddling through and all I can think about is jsut getting the day done and over with so that I can go to bed and hopefully start over tomorrow. Tomorrow. Yeah not quite looking forward to it. I'm going to Indiana to meet up with my BFF and her 2 girls so we can have a fun filled weekend. why am I not excited? Because, I'm very nervous about driving there alone with Bug. That's a LONG time to be spending in the car with just the two of us and I don't know how she is going to do. I am praying to every conceivable god, goddess and all the universe that she sleeps for about 75% of the trip. I remeber when she was itty and all I did was drive down to Blacklick to see my nanny and Papa. A trip that takes all of about 20mins when there's no traffic and we were both crying by the time I arrived. Driving down to Cinci is always an experience. 50% of the time she's fussy and 50% of the time she's sleeping. and then of course I have the "what if?!?" demons runnign around in my brain. what if something happens to us? What if something happens to David while we're gone? What if? what if? what if? I jsut want to make the what if?'s stop! Perhaps i need to go kill stuff for awhile.....I think i'll go log on WoW and see if that helps.....