Sep 25, 2004 18:07
i've been gettin sicker so now i'm only hoping it starts getting better. i'm gonna try to take it easy and rest up so hopefully i'll feel well enough to have fun tonight! i just watched love actually today and it was so good. it was such an amazing story of all aspects of love including death, cheating, young love, etc. it was so adorable and told good stories of all of those senarios happening to everyday people. plus it gets you pumped for christmas. i thouroughly enjoyed it :)
mat called me last night. ya i know. you read right. i dont even know what to make of that. seriously this may sound horrible but it just seems like all at once 5 boys like you and want you and then the next week none do and you feel all alone and crappy. that's why i feel like i'll never find anyone because i'll be put in situations like this forever. and god knows i am not a decision maker.
i hate to say this but i've been missing pinetop. i seriously created amazing friendships this summer and i miss all those people. strangely i am excited to go back on the 30th.