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[asuicidedream]

 Today I know I'm nothing. I can't stop feeling like this is my own fault. I have a plan. I'm going to attempt suicide again. I'm going to get a big bottle of sleeping pills, two plastic bags, duct tape, and handcuffs. I'm going to take the bottle of pills, tape the bags over my head, tie my hands up, fall asleep, and suffocate. I know I'm worthless. I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm ready to die. I can't pretend anymore. Maybe if I died, I could somehow see the people I love again.

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I miss you. I hope I get to see you again soon. All I want is to feel your comfort one more time.