your music breaks my eardrums
so i hardly know how long it has been since i have updated which saddens me in its own right. so many things have happened and haven't happened. i had orientation and needless to say had an amazing amazing time. i met a best friend 06 named amanda. she lives in albany and she and i are pretty much the same person. orientation overnight felt like amazing camp all over again. i met this kid matt from oceanside and he seemed really cool and we made a million promises to hang out but of course nothing ever came of it.
ryan and i are still doing well. its so ridiculous in retrospect to hear things now that would have driven me up a wall 3 months ago. for instance this asshole girl he once kissed months before he and i even began and proceeded to cause some problems over the year, is still pathetically making up rumors about him "fucking her" while we were going out. she's at fucking sleep away camp and is so amazingly pathetic that she needs to lie about boy from september? it comes to a point where i almost feel bad for her that she would have no other life than to fabricate things involving me and my life.
i saw some really great shows in this interim. i saw cursive, make believe, teenage bottlerocket, the weakerthans. i got a laptop(from which i am currently updating). i got my first summer paycheck(!). hah i almost forgot that i also graduated and turned 18 in this past month and a half. i can now buy phillies and porn and lotto tickets unincumbered. my birthday was reallllly nice. my family and ryan went out to this fancy restaurant called the Gatsby; the entire atmosphere was modeled after the book. it was in a restored mansion on the island and had different dining rooms named after the characters. then we came home and everyone came over and slept over and it was just realllllly nice. to follow up the festivities, i think we're going camping in august.
in addition to camping and signing up to work an extra 9th week of camp, ryan and i are goign to take a road trip to albany for an overnight and to hang out with amanda and explore the city!
i'm as tired as ever and my butt is slowly going numb anyhow, so i'll say good night- who knows when you'll hear from me again
happy birthday brian!
ryan and i are still doing well. its so ridiculous in retrospect to hear things now that would have driven me up a wall 3 months ago. for instance this asshole girl he once kissed months before he and i even began and proceeded to cause some problems over the year, is still pathetically making up rumors about him "fucking her" while we were going out. she's at fucking sleep away camp and is so amazingly pathetic that she needs to lie about boy from september? it comes to a point where i almost feel bad for her that she would have no other life than to fabricate things involving me and my life.
i saw some really great shows in this interim. i saw cursive, make believe, teenage bottlerocket, the weakerthans. i got a laptop(from which i am currently updating). i got my first summer paycheck(!). hah i almost forgot that i also graduated and turned 18 in this past month and a half. i can now buy phillies and porn and lotto tickets unincumbered. my birthday was reallllly nice. my family and ryan went out to this fancy restaurant called the Gatsby; the entire atmosphere was modeled after the book. it was in a restored mansion on the island and had different dining rooms named after the characters. then we came home and everyone came over and slept over and it was just realllllly nice. to follow up the festivities, i think we're going camping in august.
in addition to camping and signing up to work an extra 9th week of camp, ryan and i are goign to take a road trip to albany for an overnight and to hang out with amanda and explore the city!
i'm as tired as ever and my butt is slowly going numb anyhow, so i'll say good night- who knows when you'll hear from me again
happy birthday brian!