good that won't come out
i just started feeling really weird thinking about next summer.
i am thinking about whether or not things will be awkward with certain people who i now regard as some of my closest or best friends.
i wonder if after a year away from these people i'll keep in enough touch to have everything be amazing when we come home for breaks.
but i'm trying to think about how it will be different in the sense that when i come home am i going to be missing school and school friends or will i spend most of the year missing my home friends and feeling like i never want to go back to school and school friends?
i don't know what sort of mental mind frame i'm supposed to be in.
wait, less than 4 months now? wowowowowowow. i get really nauseas thinking about it. i really don't feel ready yet. suprise, i guess mrs. baron lied again when she said by now i would be itching to get out and would be more than ready...i'm starting to think this woman talks out of her ass (hmm...).
while on facebook i was searching to see if there were any good groups i should join and try to make contact with fellow Albany folk. while searching, most of the groups had this jist: beer pong, albany pre-games harder than you party, will work for blunts, join the few students who don't smoke weed, etc. i again, felt really nauseas. (i think i'm spelling nauseas wrong)
i have a lot more on my mind but for some reason, this is all that came out.
and i dyed my hair black again. because im goth. and only wear dark clothes with symbols i don't understand on them.
<3jules
i am thinking about whether or not things will be awkward with certain people who i now regard as some of my closest or best friends.
i wonder if after a year away from these people i'll keep in enough touch to have everything be amazing when we come home for breaks.
but i'm trying to think about how it will be different in the sense that when i come home am i going to be missing school and school friends or will i spend most of the year missing my home friends and feeling like i never want to go back to school and school friends?
i don't know what sort of mental mind frame i'm supposed to be in.
wait, less than 4 months now? wowowowowowow. i get really nauseas thinking about it. i really don't feel ready yet. suprise, i guess mrs. baron lied again when she said by now i would be itching to get out and would be more than ready...i'm starting to think this woman talks out of her ass (hmm...).
while on facebook i was searching to see if there were any good groups i should join and try to make contact with fellow Albany folk. while searching, most of the groups had this jist: beer pong, albany pre-games harder than you party, will work for blunts, join the few students who don't smoke weed, etc. i again, felt really nauseas. (i think i'm spelling nauseas wrong)
i have a lot more on my mind but for some reason, this is all that came out.
and i dyed my hair black again. because im goth. and only wear dark clothes with symbols i don't understand on them.
<3jules