i hear its colder in cleveland
where is my period?? i think i went through menopause already. i can't be preggy because i've taken about 3895846 pregnancy tests and during my sonogram (sp) yesterday i looked really hard and couldn't find a little baby fetus floating around in the picture. oh well, i mean what's almost 4 months without a period? maybe i should just start having lots of unprotected sex and save the money on condoms. hmmmm.
yesterday didn't count as a day in my life because i wasn't in my body. i don't know where i was or what took me over, but i was a raging lunatic. i only feel really bad for everyone around me because i can't imagine what i do or say to you. i was having paranoid delusions. if this isn't PMS, i don't know what is. if i don't get my period this time, i'll go completely insane. i was in hysterics over absolutely nothing and unfortunately, ryan got the brunt of everything; whooopss.
today i tried taking xanax (even though i've been strongly opposed in the past) and everything was back to- not normalcy- but sanity. so that was good. i had a really good, relaxing day with ryan and now i'm so beat its not funny. i think the zaniessssssssss took their toll....hmmmmmmm.
fatben for maybeeeees?
edit:
tomorrow is 4 months. wowzaa.
yesterday didn't count as a day in my life because i wasn't in my body. i don't know where i was or what took me over, but i was a raging lunatic. i only feel really bad for everyone around me because i can't imagine what i do or say to you. i was having paranoid delusions. if this isn't PMS, i don't know what is. if i don't get my period this time, i'll go completely insane. i was in hysterics over absolutely nothing and unfortunately, ryan got the brunt of everything; whooopss.
today i tried taking xanax (even though i've been strongly opposed in the past) and everything was back to- not normalcy- but sanity. so that was good. i had a really good, relaxing day with ryan and now i'm so beat its not funny. i think the zaniessssssssss took their toll....hmmmmmmm.
fatben for maybeeeees?
edit:
tomorrow is 4 months. wowzaa.