Sep 14, 2005 01:08
okay i wrote another one this one isn't so sappy just more realistic. I know that i need to do things and get my mind off of the situation but today he just informed me that he's still hung up on his ex so at least i have some idea why he backed off. so this is for him
Maybe it's for the best
that we're not together
the fun we had
was just too much to last
we should put it in the past
and move on with our lives
you with your ghost
me with my dreams
maybe you're right
we'll be friends
I guess we'll see
maybe we just shouldn't be.
Slowly i'll get over it i think and things will go back to how they used to be. Hopefully i'll find someone who will be what i need. I just don't think it's him anymore. I can't be second to a ghost relationship. i just can't. Oh well that's what i get for letting myself get too close. I'm never gonna learn and i really feel sorry for the guy that actually wants to be with me he's gonna have a hell of a time convincing me of it. I just can't take any more males right now. Part of me craves their company but the rest of me remembers the others before. I just need a seriously long break from them to get my head on straight. I just have got to learn.