graduate, then university
I'm in the middle of my gap time. I was just graduated from high school--perfectly happy without rotten physics and maths--and I'm in the middle of my holiday. I will enter Jakarta International College (JIC) and study there for eight months, and then on February 2012 I'll go to Monash University at Melbourne. I'm obviously experiencing a great nervous breakdown. Well too much exaggerate I suppose, but really, the truth is I don't think I'm ready for a higher education. When I was in the middle of my struggle to study for the national exam, I was always hoping that I could just close my eyes and on the next moment I open it I would be in the middle of my high school graduation ceremony. I was also mad when my school decided to bound the students from having holiday like any other 12th graders were. I was mad cause I didn't get my holiday rights. But then--when I'm getting it right now--I don't feel like having holiday.
During my last 4 days I've always dreamt of my school days during the night. I've dreamt about going to school, hanging out, or just horsin around with my friends and teachers. And when I woke up it's hard for me to go back to my real life, where everything seems so dull. It's a downer really, the moment of graduate then holiday that I've been waiting for since 5 months ago turns out to be this horrendous days.
During my last 4 days I've always dreamt of my school days during the night. I've dreamt about going to school, hanging out, or just horsin around with my friends and teachers. And when I woke up it's hard for me to go back to my real life, where everything seems so dull. It's a downer really, the moment of graduate then holiday that I've been waiting for since 5 months ago turns out to be this horrendous days.