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i am determined not to go to sleep until late tonight so i will sleep late tomorrow since 2 of my 3 classes are canceled. it is hard being stuck in my dorm room with no one to hang out with. its not really that i have no one to hang out with, i just havent found people that i really mesh with. actually, its just that everyone i know is probably drunk by now considering that thursday is "party night". my room mate shannon is here but she is studying for a test. i really like her. she is surprisingly nice and surprisingly feisty, simulstaneously, surprisingly enough. my type of woman. plus, she doesnt feel the need to fill every moment of silence with mindless chattering but she isnt all creepy quiet. best of all, she has size 44 DD (almost DDD) boobs, which i see on a daily basis. amazing.
i am pretty excited because i have this entire weekend off. ironic that as soon as i get a weekend off, everyone gets jobs and i am going to have no one to hang out with. i guess thats just the way it goes. i have been feeling a little down in the dumps lately. not really depressed or sad, down in the dumps is really the best way i can think to describe it. i have probably have been spending too much time alone, thinking about things way too much, listening to sad music. things with my family havent really improved. most of the time i forget that i have one, as bad as that sounds. whenever i go over to my grandparents house, its like i am a stranger or something. not like that is a new development or anything but it is still enough to put me in the dumps. my dad is still a sweetheart and he loves hearing all about my art experiences. i think he is really proud of me, which means a lot. also, on the bright side, my relationship with mere has gotten better and i feel a lot closer with her. i think that is just because we dont live with each other.
i am so ready to move to bowling green. i miss living with billy. in the beginning i was worried about us living together but i ended up having a lot of fun. plus, its a hell of a lot better than living in these shitty dorms :). actually they arent that bad. i get to sleep on the top bunk, which in itself makes the whole experience worth it. maybe when me and billy move in together we could get bunk beds.
i am pretty excited because i have this entire weekend off. ironic that as soon as i get a weekend off, everyone gets jobs and i am going to have no one to hang out with. i guess thats just the way it goes. i have been feeling a little down in the dumps lately. not really depressed or sad, down in the dumps is really the best way i can think to describe it. i have probably have been spending too much time alone, thinking about things way too much, listening to sad music. things with my family havent really improved. most of the time i forget that i have one, as bad as that sounds. whenever i go over to my grandparents house, its like i am a stranger or something. not like that is a new development or anything but it is still enough to put me in the dumps. my dad is still a sweetheart and he loves hearing all about my art experiences. i think he is really proud of me, which means a lot. also, on the bright side, my relationship with mere has gotten better and i feel a lot closer with her. i think that is just because we dont live with each other.
i am so ready to move to bowling green. i miss living with billy. in the beginning i was worried about us living together but i ended up having a lot of fun. plus, its a hell of a lot better than living in these shitty dorms :). actually they arent that bad. i get to sleep on the top bunk, which in itself makes the whole experience worth it. maybe when me and billy move in together we could get bunk beds.