yeah, yeah, yeah
Okay;
I'm still alive.
I'm just not in a drawing mood, most times.
I'm back to thinking that Dearest Astro-Snatch will be delegated as a doodle-journal all over again. I've wandered from D-land to LJ, then back, and decided LJ doesn't have a home in my heart for being strictly journal locale. Added -- I don't like how I always feel pesky, being a long-entry/prolific diarist. I hate the idea of someone scanning through their Friends Page, and getting stuck with 2-3 whopper entries of mine. It's not like D-land, wherein you see highlighted names for updates. It's.. selective. But then, anyone who knows me.. knows well that I'm the kind of douche who thrives in smaller communities. D-land is such; I make my little alliances, and I make myself at home.
I've been avoiding this journal; mostly, it's the imminent houseclean: hiding away entries of the Gill times. Packing away silly stories, in a similar manner. Leaving only art, and art news. Hoboy; this will be like the great DO catalogue attempt: saved for that special day.
Art news (because we must):
- Ivan is slowly progressing; art styles shift a little, as I try to find "what works" digitally
- Attempting to upgrade equipment: computer, tablet, so on; am finding issues with supply and payment
- Can't seem to draw myself anymore; I've come to a conclusion that my short hair is hard to draw
--- (I whacked off my hair last year, in a protest against damaged and unwanted growth)
- Ivan's plot has roamed a little, going from autobiography, to flights of fiction, rolling back, diving in to my past, leaping to my future; all in all, Ivan's on a wild ride, too
Personal news:
- Aside from mood-randomness, I'm mostly rather well. I'm on a 3rd psychiatric med, further promoting my mindset that all is not well with my body
- Sleeping a little irregularly; hoorah for MORE BLOODY PILLS
- Found out that my feet are warping, despite a rather ironic point of me getting insoles years ago
- Am hungry like a motherfucker. All the time. I ate like a mad fool for a while.. and the hunger quickly returns; it takes over my mind, makes me feel weak -- I'm so damn hungry. I love how a 3-second flip to the internet tells me, "This could be diabetes, you know; either that, or your anti-depressant's about to gain you back all the weight you willed away this year"
- Am working on Japanese. It's nice. I'm learning lots in a short span. I have a pile of Japanese stuff now. Mostly books -- novels. Even a Gothic/Lolita clothing magazine -- but.. there's.. for some reason, a lot of French in it. I'm abusing particles, -masu, and punctuation still. If my "Jap journal" is any marker, I seem to improve fairly well as I study
I'm still alive.
I'm just not in a drawing mood, most times.
I'm back to thinking that Dearest Astro-Snatch will be delegated as a doodle-journal all over again. I've wandered from D-land to LJ, then back, and decided LJ doesn't have a home in my heart for being strictly journal locale. Added -- I don't like how I always feel pesky, being a long-entry/prolific diarist. I hate the idea of someone scanning through their Friends Page, and getting stuck with 2-3 whopper entries of mine. It's not like D-land, wherein you see highlighted names for updates. It's.. selective. But then, anyone who knows me.. knows well that I'm the kind of douche who thrives in smaller communities. D-land is such; I make my little alliances, and I make myself at home.
I've been avoiding this journal; mostly, it's the imminent houseclean: hiding away entries of the Gill times. Packing away silly stories, in a similar manner. Leaving only art, and art news. Hoboy; this will be like the great DO catalogue attempt: saved for that special day.
Art news (because we must):
- Ivan is slowly progressing; art styles shift a little, as I try to find "what works" digitally
- Attempting to upgrade equipment: computer, tablet, so on; am finding issues with supply and payment
- Can't seem to draw myself anymore; I've come to a conclusion that my short hair is hard to draw
--- (I whacked off my hair last year, in a protest against damaged and unwanted growth)
- Ivan's plot has roamed a little, going from autobiography, to flights of fiction, rolling back, diving in to my past, leaping to my future; all in all, Ivan's on a wild ride, too
Personal news:
- Aside from mood-randomness, I'm mostly rather well. I'm on a 3rd psychiatric med, further promoting my mindset that all is not well with my body
- Sleeping a little irregularly; hoorah for MORE BLOODY PILLS
- Found out that my feet are warping, despite a rather ironic point of me getting insoles years ago
- Am hungry like a motherfucker. All the time. I ate like a mad fool for a while.. and the hunger quickly returns; it takes over my mind, makes me feel weak -- I'm so damn hungry. I love how a 3-second flip to the internet tells me, "This could be diabetes, you know; either that, or your anti-depressant's about to gain you back all the weight you willed away this year"
- Am working on Japanese. It's nice. I'm learning lots in a short span. I have a pile of Japanese stuff now. Mostly books -- novels. Even a Gothic/Lolita clothing magazine -- but.. there's.. for some reason, a lot of French in it. I'm abusing particles, -masu, and punctuation still. If my "Jap journal" is any marker, I seem to improve fairly well as I study