Everything goes around by Chance, Only one way it was Meant to Be.
I use to think that the only way to be happy was to be out and about at night. I remember last summer when that was all we did. It was amazing. We spent over half the school year trying to re-create the times we had over summer instead of just remembering them. Which seemed to fuck up some of my relationships but I am glad it happened. I figured out what I did not want in my life anymore. Without Change there would be no progression. I guess better to embrace it then wait for it.
I was unhappy for the longest time. I think this is the first time in the longest time I have actually truly been happy. I don't know why but, I realized I do not want half of the friendships I have. We are too fucking critical about the comments we make. Everyone is afraid to be human so we do not talk.
I am teaching swim lessons. Its weird talking to a group of five year olds. They do not have a care in the world. It is beautiful. I am thinking of majoring in Recreation.
Spring Music:
Jimmy Eat World
Before Braille
The Format
Jack Johnson
Limbeck
Reuben's Accomplice (Blame The Scenery)
Feeder
311
Brandtson
The Snake The Cross The Crown
Pedro The Lion
Hope everyone is doing well.
I was unhappy for the longest time. I think this is the first time in the longest time I have actually truly been happy. I don't know why but, I realized I do not want half of the friendships I have. We are too fucking critical about the comments we make. Everyone is afraid to be human so we do not talk.
I am teaching swim lessons. Its weird talking to a group of five year olds. They do not have a care in the world. It is beautiful. I am thinking of majoring in Recreation.
Spring Music:
Jimmy Eat World
Before Braille
The Format
Jack Johnson
Limbeck
Reuben's Accomplice (Blame The Scenery)
Feeder
311
Brandtson
The Snake The Cross The Crown
Pedro The Lion
Hope everyone is doing well.