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A fly flew into the ember of my cigarette and it immediately stopped its buzzing. Fly suicide. or maybe i managed to whack it without noticing. that would make it manslaughter. flyslaughter.
it was one of those stupid everyday strange things that seem profound like some great mystery that you need to make sense of to inflate the part of yourself thats too embarrassing & pitiful to show anybody at all except maybe that one you can comfortably share a bed with while you're both naked and just about sleeping but it's probably not as sweet as the memory anyway. plus it's likely that everybody else thinks the thought of you when you're pitiful and naked is just tedious and totally irrational and ugly with how things are.
it was one of those stupid everyday strange things that seem profound like some great mystery that you need to make sense of to inflate the part of yourself thats too embarrassing & pitiful to show anybody at all except maybe that one you can comfortably share a bed with while you're both naked and just about sleeping but it's probably not as sweet as the memory anyway. plus it's likely that everybody else thinks the thought of you when you're pitiful and naked is just tedious and totally irrational and ugly with how things are.