Quitting Smoking = Mass casualties
OMG I am soooo fucking cranky I can't even handle it.
So I got a wild hair up my ass yesterday. Realised I''d run out of smokes, I was about to go dig around in my change jar when I made an executive decision. If I'm going to get in shape, may as well go all out and quit smoking too. I picked a bad day to quit huffing glue :(
Argh! I went and loaded up on a ton of gum (which I hate-but america is a little behind on cutting edge quitting smoking technology and does not readily distribute Chuppa Chups). Orbitz sweet mint will get me through this. And my water bottle, which I have been sucking on all day. I look like a confused, over-grown baby sucking on a prostetic teet.
So, everything is going well so far I guess, except my temper is at a record level of non-existence. At least I don't feel like bursting into tears every three minutes like the last time I tried to quit. Not to mention I now have terrible insomnia, which is definitely not helping matters. I'm about ready to be pathetic extraordinaire and go dig through Jackie's purse like a rabid vagrant to seek a cigarette. I wonder if there's anything worth smoking in any of the ash trays? Oh god. This is how it begins. I'll go completely crazy, decide to give up food and go dig around in trash cans in a desperate effort to cheat, and everyone will think I am homeless and look on with pity and mild disgust. :/
OK, I need something to take my mind off my plummeting nicotine levels. My jaw is tired from chewing, and I am not drinking anymore water cos I am sick of running up and down the stairs to pee. I wish I had a TV in my room or something.
So I got a wild hair up my ass yesterday. Realised I''d run out of smokes, I was about to go dig around in my change jar when I made an executive decision. If I'm going to get in shape, may as well go all out and quit smoking too. I picked a bad day to quit huffing glue :(
Argh! I went and loaded up on a ton of gum (which I hate-but america is a little behind on cutting edge quitting smoking technology and does not readily distribute Chuppa Chups). Orbitz sweet mint will get me through this. And my water bottle, which I have been sucking on all day. I look like a confused, over-grown baby sucking on a prostetic teet.
So, everything is going well so far I guess, except my temper is at a record level of non-existence. At least I don't feel like bursting into tears every three minutes like the last time I tried to quit. Not to mention I now have terrible insomnia, which is definitely not helping matters. I'm about ready to be pathetic extraordinaire and go dig through Jackie's purse like a rabid vagrant to seek a cigarette. I wonder if there's anything worth smoking in any of the ash trays? Oh god. This is how it begins. I'll go completely crazy, decide to give up food and go dig around in trash cans in a desperate effort to cheat, and everyone will think I am homeless and look on with pity and mild disgust. :/
OK, I need something to take my mind off my plummeting nicotine levels. My jaw is tired from chewing, and I am not drinking anymore water cos I am sick of running up and down the stairs to pee. I wish I had a TV in my room or something.