Just feeling funny.
It's funny. Not really in a comedic way, but just kind of odd. This last weekend was a wonderful time hanging out with some friends of mine. I miss that sort of stuff, and I honestly do appreciate spending time with friends. It makes me feel like I'm part of something... I dunno... just larger than myself and my own little time working where I do and living where I am.
It's funny that my Dad's girlfriend called Carharts "gay looking". Where the fuck has she been? I've been told that they don't look that way at all. On the other hand, she has been very helpful lately telling me all the things I need to know about taxes and potential investments for the future. I've never really thought of retirement. Honestly I think of that for something that I'd do when I was older. But I suppose that I should start planning for that sometime.
So who knows what there will be for me. I'm just feeling a bit overwhelmed about so much, but trying not to dump it on others and instead trying to take control of it so that I can change it for the better. Looking for a job, finding a new place to live, trying to get into an Industrial Design program on the East coast... yeah, just breaking it down one pile at a time.
I guess I'm feeling a bit antsy. Like I want it all now, and I don't want to have to wait for it to just trickle along like sand running down a dune on the South side of a wintered hill. Waiting has always been hard for me for things. I want to nip it in the bud and make things just work. Sitting idle was never a hobby of mine and it just makes me feel like I'm wasting my time where I know that I could be useful elsewhere. Anyway, I just think it's all funny that way.
It's funny that my Dad's girlfriend called Carharts "gay looking". Where the fuck has she been? I've been told that they don't look that way at all. On the other hand, she has been very helpful lately telling me all the things I need to know about taxes and potential investments for the future. I've never really thought of retirement. Honestly I think of that for something that I'd do when I was older. But I suppose that I should start planning for that sometime.
So who knows what there will be for me. I'm just feeling a bit overwhelmed about so much, but trying not to dump it on others and instead trying to take control of it so that I can change it for the better. Looking for a job, finding a new place to live, trying to get into an Industrial Design program on the East coast... yeah, just breaking it down one pile at a time.
I guess I'm feeling a bit antsy. Like I want it all now, and I don't want to have to wait for it to just trickle along like sand running down a dune on the South side of a wintered hill. Waiting has always been hard for me for things. I want to nip it in the bud and make things just work. Sitting idle was never a hobby of mine and it just makes me feel like I'm wasting my time where I know that I could be useful elsewhere. Anyway, I just think it's all funny that way.